A SORT OF NOTHING

THERE ARE TIMES THAT I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL. 

In the first place, I don't know what I am feeling.

Humans always wonder. But the unique thing is, the depth of your wondering. 

Sometimes, doing the things that you want doesn't always lead you to happiness. Perhaps, happiness is NOT ALWAYS about working for matters that you desire. 

Ooopss... be careful with the gray shade. 

THE DAYS I AM NOT THINKING

THE DAYS I'M NOT THINKING 

Gone are the days 

that I am excited to go everywhere

 When everytime I wake 

the world always set my destination

I have missed those mornings 

with no plans for the day

Yet found no more place 

for the unexpected.

I have thought that to follow 

is always good

But it's tempting to heed 

for a dictation

I'm trying to understand 

that I'm doing the conventional

But to comprehend what is practical 

is not tantamount to my acceptance.