ATOMIC LOVE

 Nung nakaraang linggo, habang nililinis ko ang bookshelf sa kwarto, nakita ko ang draft  ng poem na ito na nakaipit sa luma kong Chemistry book. Binasa ko; ako'y natawa at ako'y naenjoy sa pagbabasa. Ang sabi ko sa sarili ko, inspired yata ang nagsulat nito. Baka magchechemistry?? Nag-criticize pa ako, sinuri ko pa lalo sabay sabing "ang pangit ng penmanship niya, pagod yata". Ngunit sa huli ay talagang nagandahan ako sa poem. And later did I found out,
AKO PALA ANG SUMULAT. @_@

yuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccckkkk! HAHAHAHAHA.
May pa "atomic" at "love" pang nalalaman! **acheche**
Doon ko pa naalala na sinulat ko pala ang poem na ito halos TATLONG TAON na ang nakakaraan. Terjer ( 3rd year) hayskul pa pala ako neto! Juice me you! @_@

Anyways, wala naman yan sa kung matagal na o bago pa. XD
Gusto ko lang ipublish. Siguro naman kahit sa isang anggulo lang, inspiring din sya. ^__^

Love is the atom that bonds with the other

Molecule is the atom of love that makes up the matter

Element is the uniqueness of molecule united by love

Love that is unconditional, shown from the Highness, up above.

An atom of love is indivisible,

It knows when to adjust, it is very  flexible

An atom of love is indestructible

It doesn’t fade swiftly, it never looks like a bubble.

If you are an electron, a man of negative side

When you spin around the atom, your face you always hide

If you are a proton, a man of positive side

Everytime you are to turn, in its happiness strand you ride.

Sharing and forgiving is the nucleus of the atomic love

It is neutral, it is the center, it is always fair

Obviously it’s not positive, clearly it’s not negative

But this atom when you take, is so effective

Even the anger of nuclear fission cannot divide this lovely particle

Even the hatred of nuclear bombardment cannot separate love into cubicle

Even the distance of this kind of atom cannot hinder its happy cycle

Inspite of the  acidity of life, they can still make miracle.

Yet this atom of love do unite, they also react to each other

Though evil chemical around try to diffuse them together

In any kind of changes, physical or chemical, they will never be withered

Still the atomic number and size of their love, is consistent forever.

All things are made up of atom

And so you and me are made up of love

This atomic love is not like a dangerous bomb

But it does explode into peace, the kind of thing you wish to have

Whosoever reads my work, full of scientific terms

On how I define love, you  may say I’m going crazy

But while I’m writing this poem, to tell you honestly,

I’m studying everyone’s hatest subject, my favorite chemistry. : ) 

ONCE UPON A TIME: BAGO MAG-TIME

Note:  Para po ito sa mga estudyanteng katulad ko na minsan sa buhay ay nakaranas na ring pumasok sa klase hindi upang makinig at matuto kundi para magpalipas lamang ng oras ( kaysa naman umabsent). Sa ganyang intensyon, marahil isa sa mga sitwasyon sa ibaba ay nasubukan niyo na rin. Ngunit sigurado ako, iisa lang din ang napala natin: nalugi tayo sa mga hiyas na kaalaman na pinalampas mismo ng ating sarili !

30 minutes before mag-time,

Mix-mix ang ginagawa like prime na prime

May routines na parang loner lang ang drama

Sabay kalokohan with mga kakosa

For example, gawa ka ng doodle art

Or you imagine nalang ika’y nagdadart

30 minutes before the time nagvavandal in your chair

Kahit punishable by dismissal, the hell you care!

Still it feels na ika’y bored na bored

Pakishout out naman “sana uwian na lord!”

If hindi na maka-wait, chitchat muna with cute seatmate

Share-share with your interests, yun pala makikipagdate

Kung hindi pa you satisfied, look ka nalang around

Kunin mo your Ipod, saka pahinaan ang sound

Sabay critic sa outfit ng classmate mong great pretender

Na pinapasok ng guard de  uniporme like of bartender

Dahil ‘di mo na ma-dare ang  pagiging forever alone

Kahit bawal sa klase,  io-on mo ang phone

Text-text with your close friend na nasa next row

Asking anong color combination ang  ginamit nya for eyeshadow

Lumipas ang hinihingal na oras, 30 minutes before the time

You are gone na from your assigned seatplan

Magchichismims sa showbiz issues ng kasalukuyan

Will tell who’s your crush sa room, saka sabay tititigan

Frequently asked question, nakawatch ka ng PBB?

Oral recitation ni ma’am, bigla kang mapipipi

Class lesson ngayon pero ang tapik ay dota

Find your partner ang peg, didiskarte ang partida

30 minutes before the time, siningit ang hallucinations

Magdedaydream kay crush, ang wagas na inspiration

If may extra load you, magmomobile internet

Touch pad, iphone, labas lahat ng gadget!

Iisipin mo na how’s your facebook notifications

Ichi-change ng friend mo ang tapik, mga bading daw ang one direction

Maya-maya may magpapafollow sa twitter

You will write your email add sabay kagat sa snickers

Eh kasi naman you are done eating na

Ang next destination, sa c.r. ang punta

Gagamitin ang char-char na sign language na mali naman

Gets pa rin ng parts mo kaya sabay kayong nagsilabasan

In the mean time, ang seatmate mong weirdo

Found a friend sa liwanag, naaliw sa shadow

Si prof na todo explain, bulky charts ay hinilera sa pisara

Itong seatmate mo naman, nagshadow art ala el gamma penumbra

When you saw your reflections sa salamin ng bintana

Congrats! Good for you, nareaize mong ikaw pala’y swabeng bata

                So you exposed your DSLR at nagtake ng vanity pics

Assuming na kahit sa piktyur mo lang may mainlab na chiks

30 minutes before the time, you’re like OFW na kaytagal nakabalik

Kung maka restroom ay wagas, kahit reasons mo ay fake

Go back to reality, kamusta ang online games?

Ang powers, ang characers, ang magic, ang flames?

‘Di pa you nakontento, nagshare ka pa ng knowledge

Pornsites na peborit ever since your tender age

Hininga ay amoy the bar, nalalanghap ng ‘yong kausap

Inosenteng ballpen imagined like legs, kinagat ng walang kahirap-hirap

Aba, it’s not just your bibig ang napakalikot

Tinker tinker with the beat of your fingers, ulong paikot-ikot

Daig mo pa ang volume ng lapel ni ma’am

Hampas ng palm mo on the table, feel na feel mong magdrum!

Si ma’am the best, walang bukas kung maglecture

Ang nakaupo sa front row, pasipsip para secure

Ang anticipation niya’y you are listening, ikaw pala’y tulala lang

And less than a minute, wow tulog na si manang!

Finally time na, suddenly nag-announce si teacher

Bukas you will have a long quiz na pagkaover-over

About the leksyon na natackle 30 minutes before the time

And bigla mong narealize para kang na-wansapanataym! :P

THE SYMPTOMS

Fear not the symptoms, fear more its cause

A dark shadow is more fierce than a body that's loss

Once darkness removes the sight of blindness itself

And wisdom will be locked forever in the shelf.

Worry more not in the absence of food abundance

But in the presence of gold that makes poor of the richness

For whatever is the exit shall bear the same cost of the entrance

What was one a waste will never happen to be worthless

It's one thing of ambiguity if you have nothing to do

Yet it's another complexion if you will do nothing

One day a square will employ in a circle of companies

Then a man's knowledge and time will be clothed in small office

Oh space! You are now too valuable to people

An inch of you to a household is already a temple

Beware because homes will no more have houses

Never you can find one, it's all filled with emptiness

People forced to convenient will be marching to the past

Trees will give birth to buildings, building that will not last

As power plants demolish the greenfields, little live eradicate

It's a man 's consent alone, that's why the Earth cannot appreciate.

Fear not the symptoms, fear more its cause

Hunger will feed you and make you carry the cross

The only job available is serving your very ego

By seizing a flower's space, you'll be a victim of your own fiasco.

What suffer a man is experiencing

What pain the world is giving

Are not the real problems you are facing 

But are just starting symptoms of the ending

Hunger, homelessness, unemployment , nature devastation

And the rest that brings you to the world's destruction

Foolish rational beings! Poisoned ignorants of the potion

The culprit is in the society, the real evil is oppression.

THE POOREST OF THE POOR

The poorest of the poor are not the ones without a house,

But the ones who have not yet found their home

For it is better to live a life of a mouse

Than to own the world's wealth but lost to where you belong.

The poorest of the poor are not the ones who have  no land

But the ones who walk in solitude across the beaches and sand

For it is useless to embrace a very vast territory

If you can see just  yourself as your only memory.

The poorest of the poor are not those who are out of school

But the ones in high institutions yet think so low like a fool

For it is worthless to pretend high as if you know everything

And then once you work, it's like you have learned nothing.

The poorest of the poor are not those with no money

But those who are ignorant how to be happy without the peny

For it is priceless to give and share the blessings for free

Real happiness is infinite, it doesn't have currency.

The poorest of the poor are not those with physical incapabilities

But those who are physically complete but don't use their abilities

For it is more admirable that you are functioning behind what's lacking

Than to be complete and normal but is not at all serving.

The poorest of the poor are not the ones without occupation

But those who waste opportunity because of high expectation

Perhaps it is better to be neglected because you tried

Than to choose like a superior to beyond what is implied.

The poorest of the poor are not those with undesirable faces

But the pretenders to be beautiful in all circumstances

For it is better to stay undesirable yet harms no one

Than to look so beautiful but always hurt someone.

The poorest of the poor are not those who are in prison

But those who are jailed because of no justly reason

For it is more fair to be a sinner yet still live so free

Than to repent for the things you haven't done  and pay the fee.

The poorest of the  poor are not those who know less in this world

But those who know less about eternity

For it is more heavenly to live not so worldly

Knowledge is only humane, it is wisdom that is holy.

The poorest of the poor are not the ones who aren't rich

But those who do not have God in their lives

The poorest of the poor are not tho ones who doesn't have

But those who doesn't know how to truly love.

A TEEN COUNTDOWN ( the 18 whatever)

               

I am just wondering how it feels to have 18 important and good wishes on the list. I mean, teenagers like me who are turning 18 , as I have observed, were very excited in their 18th birthday. What’s with 18 by the way? Anything.

Some people say, that the death of Rizal is my birth. December 30. I was born 1993, Rizal died earlier. Well, never mind the year, dude. JUST the date please? ( hehehe.. ) It matters , anyhow. Bleee!

Okay. I am  excited ( really??). I do not know. We may have different levels of excitement but one thing is for sure : we all never miss a wish/es. Here’s mine !

18-I WISH I could have the complete set of Perc y Jackson and the Olympian’s series in my bookshelf

17-I WISH that someday I will be a lawyer ( to be true, I want to work in the Senate :P )

16-I WISH that I’ll continue my piano lessons ( I was so sad, I had to stop).

15-I WISH that my AB Masscom classmates and batchmates will survive this course, at the right time. (go go go ! J

14-I WISH that my close friends will have the courage and happiness in life. ( I cannot afford to see them weak)

13-I WISH that my family and loved ones will stay healthy, safe and happy. ( my life.. oh maaai.)

12-I WISH that our NSTP project will turn out great! ( yes, yes.. been praying. O.0 )

11-I WISH that the Philippines will be progressive in the near future. ( all the time, I’m wishing for this to happen)

10-I WISH that people will set aside too much industrial mentality and instead give love for our environment. ( Mother Earth is crying. L)

9-I WISH that Filipino students would go to school because they want to learn and not just to study. ( guys, please.. Learning is life. )

8-I WISH that education is free. ( if only, right now. Right here.)

7-I WISH that the nation will be peaceful and loving. ( let’s do it people!)

6-I WISH that people will never lose hope. ( Never never never! )

5-I WISh that  every person would detach from being too materialistic. ( Gradually.. )

4-I WISH nothing but love, time and hope for the world. ( check! )

3-I WISH all of us would do the same. ( can we? Of course , we can! )

2-I WISH that human rights is properly exercised. ( this, may be hard. But super possible! :D

1-I WISH that I could serve the oppressed with my whole life and heart. ( this is not just my wish; THIS IS MY GOAL)

                I bet you’re thinking that I am weird. Or say, whatever. But I spend an hour reflecting for these wishes. From 56 wishes, I reduced it to 32. Then deleted other 10. Then merged the other 4. Now, it’s 18. These matters to me. These, honestly are my wishes.  Because these wishes bests encapsulates my character as “a teen”- ( eighteen/ 18) ! =)